So here I am.

I wonder what is it with you that I never can quite figure out. I always go back. Or maybe I never left. I was just there the whole time, in and out of consciousness.

Suffice it to say that I have always known we would end up together. Although that has not happened yet, I just know, I feel that's how it would be. Or maybe I just wish, hope & pray for it.

I expect us to be together. Not right now though for obvious reasons, but, I cannot think of any other way to spend the rest of my life. It just has to be with you. I would like to think you feel the same way too.

My life has been on pause for far too long. I dare not hit play just because I don't know if I can press rewind or would end up wanting to press forward instead. I am waiting. I have been. And I think I will always choose to wait for you.